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Aliza Sir's avatar

This is beautiful - thanks so much for sharing, Kayti. I had a particularly hard fertility week, and when my yoga teacher played Kacey Musgraves' Rainbow during class this morning, it felt like my tears were pouring onto the mat. I cannot wait for the day when I'll be able to hear that song while I hold my rainbow baby. Just taking it one day at a time.

Kayti Christian's avatar

I’m so sorry to hear this Aliza. It’s so freaking hard. Thinking of you and believing in that future of you with your rainbow baby listening to that song.

Emily's avatar

I needed this. Thank you so much.

Kayti Christian's avatar

Thanks for reading, Emily - sending you love ❤️

Hannah Gerber's avatar

I’m laying on my couch, waiting for my clinic to call and let us know if we have any blasts (how dare they not have called by 3:30 PM?!), crying reading your words as usual. 😂 I really needed this and I am certain I’m not alone in that.

Kayti Christian's avatar

So much love to you/for you 🥺 also: how dare they!!!

Jenny's avatar

Thank you SO much for this - I found you via the good trade, and I’m incredibly glad I did! I came to substack to find and create warm spaces for those struggling with infertility like me and this is truly that. 🩷